...well, a text message really. But it had the same effect.
Its over before it even begun.
Got me thinking Karma is at work again. Lord knows I deserve it. I've been on the other side twice this year already. It only makes sense that it would happen to me. It's probably for the best even.
Now, I don't have to worry about hurting her. I don't have to debate within myself whether I'm worthy of her. Life already decided. I am not. I will seek comfort and solace in the veracity of that proclamation. This was for the best.
Another side of me wants to fight. I deserve what I fight for, dammit! Fuck that "if you love something, let it go" nonsense. Life gives you what you take from it. Nothing more.
And if I fight and lose, at least I'd have fought. I'll know for sure that it wasn't to be. I'll know for sure that I didn't deserve her.
She said it was impractical. If impossible is nothing, then impractical is less.
So, I think I'll fight. Yes, I'll fight. And when I emerge on the other side, bruised, battered and bloody, I'll have the prize...or an unequivocal knowledge that it was never going to be mine.
She left a letter...
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1st!!!
Awww Scribbs!!! I was sooo ticked off at 1st when I was reading and I thought you had given up on her!
You are damn right when you say "Life gives you what you take from it." 1st of all, believe it or not, some girls really do say 'No' even though they mean 'Yes'...dunno why they do- but I guess its something to do with getting that 'He fought for me thrill'
You may not realise it, but you have used heartfully deep descriptions like 'Love'...And Scribbs, if nothing else, you know you are not allowed to give up on love!
You should fight for her cos these things dont happen everyday...if you get to the other side 'bruised', then at least you know you tried...Frankly, Knowing you tried, is most likely what will get you through this.
P.S. I always did think that Doug Horton guy was a fool! What da forrk does he know saying "If you love something let it go"??!!! I always did think its the most stupid quote ever!
P.P.S. Sorry my comment is this long! Confessions got carried away Scribs...P.P.P.S Being your Day & Night Nurse no be easy job o! Phew!
Wow..2nd!
Damn.. :(
Yes, Scribbles. Fight for her cos she seems like shes worth the fight. U wudnt bother if she wasnt..
Bon chance..
The prize at the end is worth it I'm sure so go for it.
The 2% romantic in me wants to say FIGHT, SCRIBS,FIGHT! ah but the cynic is saying 'ahh, frack it! There are so many willing fishes in the ocean"
I dunno mahn! What does ur heart tell u?
fight man, fight! when you have fought, the thought that you put in some effort will console you
Scribbles, i'm kinda lost here. who is the text from? and what was in the text? Have missed something?
And why do u think u'll hurt her? Are u in the habbit of hurting women?
mehn this parables... why didnt u break it down completely to us :( anyway I think u should fight.. I honestly like it when guys break their necks lol ok well not that much! but yeah its only normal
Now you're talking! Fight for what you want. If you don't, you'll probably go 'if I had' later on. My ma always says that what's yours will always be yours. But we'll see.
**stunned**
Scri-bizzle moi..mon coeur est dans douleur..
this cut me up ---> "She said it was impractical. If impossible is nothing, then impractical is less"
I..I honestly wish someone had fought for me the way you're compelled to.
I agree.
As long as its worth it.
You should try; win or lose.
You would have tried.
Fight.
i dnt truly believe u hv loved unless ur willing 2 not let go against all odds.at least try.
"Life gives you what you take from it. Nothing more." That's right, FUCK the conceding shit. Not in this lifetime.
Fight for her. Fight until you can't fight anymore. Every great man that has ever existed fought for what they loved/believed in...even if they were denied it initially...it never stopped them from fighting until they acheived.
Remember, "the dream you don't fight for can haunt you for the rest of your life."
This is so romantic. sigh.
Socio, what is what keeping is usually worth fighting for.
Listen to your heart, scribble. It [usually] wont lie.
scribbles is whipped for real.
why do u want to fight? if its just an ego thing, then let it go.
I deserve what I fight forif not...
if you love something, let it gothen i say bring all the ammunition out!
Like the new slogan thingy. I really want to meet and shake the hand of the girl that has tamed scribbles. omo mennnn....
yes fight for her, its better to try.. you never know, anything can happen.
Did they say you shouldnt reply our comments ni?
Let us know whats going on jo!
Or you could just get solance in the arms of the blogville ladies!!!
i was going to leave a comment on the other one but then i saw this and discovered too late to comment on that but all the same think the cupid arrow has hit you real hard Fight! scribz,if you think she's worth it then she is,hopefully,you'll come out the winner. Love the write ups tho as good as ever.
Solace in the arms of blogville ladies? If its not panadol then its not panadol!
Dude my ladies have said it all..
FIGHT!!!
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