Her years are in her eyes

I find myself completely enamored by her. Practice my smooth smile a million times over before I see her and then she shows up and smiles at me. I lose control of my facial muscles and the goofiest smile spreads accross my face.

She's my age, a few days older, yet she doesn't look a day over 18. Unless, of course, you look into her eyes. Her years are in her eyes. And it's evident in her demeanor. Wisdom pervades her being. Conversations so irresistably engaging, hopelessly enveloping me in her essence.

I met her at church. And to me, she is the total epitome to the virtuous woman. God gave a king a vision of her, that king picked up a pen, and wrote Proverbs 31.

I ask myself, do I deserve her? I doubt myself, tongue tied in her company. Smooth is distant from me. I am taken by her. But do I deserve her?

She motivates me, she inspires me. Her grace ignites a passion in my spirit. Her elegance disturbs the beehive that must have attached itself to my abdomen. Bees, not butterflies.

I was attracted to her before I even knew her. Before I ever saw her.

But still I barely know her. So, I question. Will she be another fleeting attraction? Another chemical reaction? Temporal in nature? Boring in a few weeks?

All remains to be seen.

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32 comments:

LovePaprika said...

1STTTTTTTTTTTT

LovePaprika said...

CHEIIIIIIIIIIIII MO LET US KNOW XXXXXX

Nice Anon said...

Let's hope it lasts.

BSNC said...

i guess you are going to answer those questions on your nxt post

Dabizniz said...

Intrigued I am...will come and snoop again

TDVA said...

this feels like one of those possibilities you do not explore. you observe, you feel, you dream, and you let go. am i right?

naija shawty said...

will she? will she assert those last questions? pls answer those questions soon

Tigeress said...

ooooohhhhhh is this love at 1st sight? Keep us posted!!! :):):)

hmmmmmm said...

is this what motivated the self audit?

bumight said...

is this story about LOML?

scribble,me.free said...

LovePaprika...you were definitely on it like poop on pampers (lol..i dont know where that came from)...i'll keep u updated

Nice Anon...fingers crossed

BSNC...May or may not...see how it goes

TDVA...no, you're wrong. this is worth exploring

Dabizniz...amebo..lol..i keed :)

naija shawty...i will answer as soon as i can

Tigeress...it's definitely infatuation at first sight

hmmmmmmm...was that the right number of M's? lol...

your ability to connect dots is uncanny...but no, there were quite a few things that triggered it.

TDVA said...

damn..

scribble,me.free said...

bumight...no, this is possibly temporal remember? LOML is constant

Adeola said...

Your write ups always amaze me.

Well,this something worth exploring and definitely enjoying,might just turn out great but don't rush it else you'll spoil the magic. too bad LOML is constant.

Too bad for you or her? i dont even know... Just Enjoy it while it lasts.

Ms.O said...

Here we go again...

*Abeni* said...

I love this...
"She motivates me, she inspires me. Her grace ignites a passion in my spirit. Her elegance disturbs the beehive that must have attached itself to my abdomen. Bees, not butterflies."

she'll be all you ever wanted..you know am a hopeless romantic!

cerberus said...

Socio,
you sound like you have held on to kryptonite.May she bring out the best in you.

Nefertiti said...

:) O ga o! See ur life, scribbles! Church ko ni won ran e lo ni? u dey look woman ehn?

Lol... Looks like u found ur Kryptonite, boi. Keeps us posted ;)

juiceegal said...

Mayb dis is ur future wife sef....lol

bumight said...

in that case,
*singing*

Scribbles got a wifey, scribbles got a wifey, scribles got a...

Confessions of a London gal said...

Hmmnn...Wonder why I dint realise you were back!

Hope you are better now Scribbs?

Confessions of a London gal said...

Whatever you feel is right, Scribbs, do whatever you think is right

Jaguda said...

past, present or in your head?

Just...Toluwa said...

hey, she seems to have ur attention...hope holds it for long!

Sexkitten said...

I believe in exploring all possibilites. Jump in and find out.

And yes, even if she turns out to be the perfect woman in your eyes, you deserve her.

Dee Brighton said...

its a damn shame..
I have exams yet I'm still finding my way here. The juju you put on this blog must be really expensive lol.

Original Mgbeke said...

Going back and taking a peek at your older posts, I had peeped an honesty meme (I think), where you mentioned that if a chick was reading a bible, she was instantly nexted! Are you saying that has changed?

And no, I'm not weird or a stalker...just kinda observant-ish. :-p

Bibi said...

Awww babes. i think you're thinking about it too much. just forget about the other fleeting attrations or chemical reactions of them days.

Bibi said...

also forget about whether you deserve her or not. be a little selfish and let things flow. by the way, who decides who we deserve or don't?

scribble,me.free said...

TDVA...damn indeed

Ms O...when did we go before?

Adeola...thanks, I plan on exploring as many possibilities as there are

Abeni...lol...maybe the problem is that i'm a hopeless romantic...hmm

cerberus...es Kryptonite indeed. We shall see

juiceegal...lol..we may be getting a little bit ahead of ourselves there

Neffie...better church than nightclub eh?

bumight...slow down woman!

Confessions...i'm much better now, thanks, and i will

Jaguda...i could give you a straightforward answer to that, but in the spirit of mystery, i wont :P

J...T...so do i...

Sexkitten...thanks, it's good to hear that

Dee Brighton...lol in fact i had to agree with the baba that i would pay in installments. took out a mortgage on it..lol

O Mgbeks...lol, no that hasn't changed. Remember, not trying to lead anyone from The Way remember?

Bibi...babe..thanks. that's valuable advice and I'll take it to heart

Qube The Wordsmith said...

dude is sprung!!
Dude is Sprung!!
DUDE IS SPRUNG!!!

Ok I'll stop now...but seriously is it as good as LOML?

Buttercup said...

Awww..

Well, she might be the one to 'make u a better person'.

:)

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